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I'm a spontaneous, short, and silly redhead with a whole lot of dreams and so little time to fulfill them. I want to be something and everything at the same time.


Maybe we are all stars?

Each glowing, bright mass is our conscious. How we, currently as human beings perceive it. The universe is so vast, so endless; because we in fact are endless. There is no time and we have no place.  We just are.  We are stars in that weightless moment, we are everything.

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Sulu having his pity party and thinking the whole world hates him. #catproblems

I heard someone scream my name and I thought it was him.

I just experienced the worst ten minutes of my life where I honestly thought he was gone. I was so scared that I was fumbling for my shoes in a daze so I could drive to work to make sure he’d made it there safe. I thought he was in the street somewhere, lost forever.

I can’t explain why this awful sensation scared me so much or how it had such solid grasp on me in the simple second that it took to hit me. All I knew was how sad, empty, and scared I was. I texted and called him right away, and in the ten minutes it took to respond; I sat on the bed, on the verge of tears and hysteria, waiting for a reply. 

I was so relieved to hear his voice, you have no idea. How quickly my life changed and could have changed. I knew loss and sorrow in the truest from. It’s the worst feeling in the world.

I would die if I lost him. I know that now. 

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Nostonian Library of Doodles: I miss having someone to share my love with. I don’t mean that in some...


I miss having someone to share my love with. I don’t mean that in some mopey and blubbery way. I had a dream last night that reminded me of just how warm and wonderful being that close with someone else can be.

It reminded me how happy I would be to live not for someone else, but for an entity…

It’ll happen, Old friend. 

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Daft Punk while drawing. 

I feel kind of epic

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This has been the worst and best year of my life.

And I still feel like I’m fish flopping around for water. 

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