Last night in my dream…
I can’t recall all the details, but something happened where Derek and I were going to die. It was unavoidable, but to save us from the pain and suffering; He shot me .
I vividly remember the when the first bullet hit me in the skull and I wasn’t dead yet. My life literally flashed before my eyes. It was one of the most terrifying and awe-inspiring things I’ve ever experienced. In those fleeting moments, I remember laying on the street in my own blood, the feel of the road on my back, the baby blue of the sky, and looking at Derek right before he shot the second bullet.
Everything went black.
And then the next thing I know, Derek and I are together. We are on the “other side”. It wasn’t heaven, but it was a sort of limbo in-between of the living and dead. It was a beautiful place, very colorful and pretty. I remember the vivid clouds and the bright green foliage all around us.
Although I was blessed to have my lover there with me, I was upset because I knew it was going to be a long time before I saw the rest of my loved ones. It was a strange kind of peace though, knowing I’d be there to greet each of them as they passed over.
3 year Silkversary!
#circus #cirque #silks #aerialist #aerial arts #gymnast #dancer #split #flexible #fitspo #strong #love #mylife
I’m so excited for what the future holds!
It’s been tough getting here. And on the way I crashed and hit rock bottom, But I also learned that there is nowhere to go but up when you’ve lost it all.
In the past week, I got 3 more jobs. (Bringing my grand total to 6 jobs) And the best part of that is that they are all jobs I absolutely love. From teaching Aerial Arts, to Illustration and my most recent..teaching my life long love of gymnastics!
I’m so fucking happy. Happier than I’ve been in months. [: Yay life!
