I’m so excited for what the future holds!
It’s been tough getting here. And on the way I crashed and hit rock bottom, But I also learned that there is nowhere to go but up when you’ve lost it all.
In the past week, I got 3 more jobs. (Bringing my grand total to 6 jobs) And the best part of that is that they are all jobs I absolutely love. From teaching Aerial Arts, to Illustration and my most recent..teaching my life long love of gymnastics!
I’m so fucking happy. Happier than I’ve been in months. [: Yay life!
I’m going to do what I want with my own life.
I don’t care if people don’t agree.
My life. My rules. My game.
So sorry to break it to you , but despite everything and the rough times; I am well and truly happy. Without you.
Your cruel words, heartless threats, and passive ‘love’ doesn’t and can’t touch me.
So go ahead, keep wasting your time on me. Waste your breath and jealousy.
In your negativity, The only life you are effecting is your own.
The world would be a happier place if everyone just stopped giving a fuck and lived their own lives.
I just posted an ad on Craigslist basically pleading for a part time job.
Okay, it doesn’t sound that bad. I’m good with words, but that’s what it summed up too.
I laid everything out. Said I need the job because the dream that I’ve cried, bled, and fought for isn’t keeping me afloat. I said I was an aerialist and I need something on the side to keep me upright.
I don’t know if it will get any replies. I’m not sure I even expect anything to come of it, but it felt nice putting it out there. My struggles and mad hope to stick with this dream I gave myself two years ago. I’m terribly sad because I feel like it’s slipping away from me.
All I want in life is just to be happy.
SO stressed out right now.
Someone asked me if I had ever tried Martial Arts..
My ‘No’ response also contained, ” I’m a thrill seeker. To hold my attention, I need a challenge, a bit of mystery, and something to scare me a little. “
And then it dawned on me that that is almost exactly the same criteria I have for a potential boyfriend
and why I will most probably remain single for the remainder of my life.
I compare boys on the same level as my circus addition.
My sister would like to know if you can, ” Make it so only teenagers can see your Tumblr”.
Why yes, because we all need more angsty clusters festering in private.