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I'm a spontaneous, short, and silly redhead with a whole lot of dreams and so little time to fulfill them. I want to be something and everything at the same time.

Just got the keys to our own place!!!! So excited for the next chapter of our lives. #love #first #moving #keys #new beginning

I never really understood all that being in “love” before. Honestly, I’d always thought it was silly.  I thought it would be full of drama and awkward moments. I thought it was ridiculous when couples call each other pet names or kiss in public with no sense of modesty. I’d always judged the love stricken girls that moved in too soon or said yes before the first year had passed. I thought they were stupid for surrendering their hearts so easily and building a brand new life. 

But once day, It’s going to hit you with title wave force. And all that water is going to wash away and eliminate everything you once believed. It’s then that you realize that the heart of you’res you’ve protected so dearly already belonged to another. And in that same instant, you come to realize you protected your heart so forcefully because all your secrets, dreams, and ambitions were locked away in there, waiting, just waiting for the piece that will make it whole.  When you finally find that piece  you’ll know. You will feel it, you’ll be happier than you’ve ever been. With them, you are whole. 

Someday, You are going to wake up with a smile on your face. Someday, someone is going to mean more to you than anything else in the world around you. That day, you’ll know love. A simple, but powerful thing that swallows you up. 

Someday you might do everything that you believed you’d never do, but you will also realize that those scary, adventurous, and spontaneous choices were the best you’ve ever made. 

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Summer kisses. #summer #circus #cirque #gymnast #cute #kiss #love # boyfriend #handstand #strong #fitspo

Almost 5am and I can’t get back to sleep, but then I look at the man beside me sleeping like a baby and all I can do is smile.

I’m so blessed to have him in my life.

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ILoveHim. #spring #love #kiss #summer #couple

Last night in my dream…

I can’t recall all the details, but something happened where Derek and I were going to die.  It was unavoidable, but to save us from the pain and suffering; He shot me .

I vividly remember the when the first bullet hit me in the skull and I wasn’t dead yet. My life literally flashed before my eyes. It was one of the most terrifying and awe-inspiring things I’ve ever experienced.  In those fleeting moments, I remember laying on the street in my own blood, the feel of the road on my back, the baby blue of the sky, and looking at Derek right before he shot the second bullet. 

Everything went black. 

And then the next thing I know, Derek and I are together. We are on the “other side”. It wasn’t heaven, but it was a sort of limbo in-between of the living and dead. It was a beautiful place, very colorful and pretty. I remember the vivid clouds and the bright green foliage all around us. 

Although I was blessed to have my lover there with me, I was upset because I knew it was going to be a long time before I saw the rest of my loved ones. It was a strange kind of peace though, knowing I’d be there to greet each of them as they passed over. 

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3 year Silkversary!
#circus #cirque #silks #aerialist #aerial arts #gymnast #dancer #split #flexible #fitspo #strong #love #mylife