So, I just realized that when I saw the Medium months ago before I left that she told me I was going to meet a boy.
And I just laughed at her.
Oh man, look at me now.
I’m praying that he moves down so that I don’t have to let him go.
So, today I went with my Mom to a group reading for a Medium.
I wasn’t expecting much, I mean i don’t really know anyone that’s died or anything. However, My mom has and that’s what I was expecting to come through.
Anyways, I was sitting there listening and then she looked at me.
Medium: Have you been studying for something?
Me: Well, yeah. I’ve been training.
Medium: For what?
Me: Well, I’m an Aerialist. (She didn’t know what that was so I said) Well, Circus.
Medium: Oh! Well, something high in the air like a trapeze?
Me: Yeah (Silk and Lyra are high up, so I was like never mind the details)
Medium: Well, I can see very big things coming up. Something from June- September, does that make sense?
Me: Yup, I will be in a show. (That’s also the dates of my contract.)
Medium: I see this a a step. You are putting your ducks in a row.
Medium: Will you be performing in Cirque Du Soile?
Me: Not yet.
Medium: Well, I can see that it’s just a matter of time. If that is what you want, you will get there. That is what I see with you putting your ducks in a row.
Medium: And do not worry so much. You worry too much about little things. Also, do not worry about your weight. You look fine and you will be fine.
Me: -nod- (Even though I have lost a lot of weight, I am really conscious about it because everyone in Cirque is tiny. And here I am , this bulky thick thing and even If I wanted to be tiny, I know I couldn’t without losing my strength. )
Medium: I see the number three around you. Are there three important people?
Me: Yeah, I have three siblings.
Medium: Ah, that’s it then. They are very close and surround you. They will be a supporting factor.
Medium: I see a lot of dancing and performing around you.
Me: My youngest siblings are dancers. (Even though this could very well have been about the Show I will be in soon.)
Medium: I see a lot of performance, a very strong creative family.
Medium: -Looks at Mom- You’re related?
Me: She’s my Mum.
Medium: I can see it. (To Mom) Has your mom passed? (
Medium: Grandmother then? Something motherly.
Medium: I can see that she was very old fashion.
Mum: Yes. (And she was. I hardly remember her, but what I do remember I did love. She seemed very old and ancient, but in a wise knowing way. )
Medium: And your father, he is passed. Was he not a very touchy feeling kind?
Medium: I can feel that he is very proud of his offspring.
Medium: Did he pass from something is his chest? Lunges maybe?
(He passed away after a car accident, but died because his lunges were too weak from smoking.)
So, yeah needless to say it was a crazy experience.
And that only begins to top things off because I was feelin’ things too.