Love is the most infuriating, wonderful, exhilarating, powerful, intense, awful, dangerous, spontaneous, traumatic, inspiring thing I have ever experienced.
I wish I could go on a shopping spree so much.
All of my previously skinny-will-fit-into-someday-clothes are all now way too big on me.
I’m not sad about that, I’m just sad over the fact that I’m stuck wearing baggy clothes that fall of my ass because I am a poor, struggling artist.
Edit @ Sarmar:
I am a freelance Illustrator and Circus Performer. Work comes when it comes.
I’m five foot and I’ve lost 35 pounds. I began at 155 pounds and I was at 125 pounds last I checked, but that was a while ago.
I wish I could reach for my goals without having to worry about something as petty as money.
It makes me feel so selfish and worthless. Just because I’m simply dreaming.
I wish someone would throw me an awesome halloween bitrthday party.
I’ve always wanted one.
I FOUND NEW JEANS FOR CHEAPER AND IN STOCK.
YEAH, I’M JUST THAT AWESOME!
Now, My day would be 100% better if my cat would just come home.
Sulu, I miss you. Please come home.
My 23rd birthday is on October 25. I’m just getting prepared. [:
Birthday Wish List:
*= Things I want most
*My own Rigging System - http://trapezerigging.com/FreeStandingRigging/
Video camcorder - Maybe this: http://www.bestbuy.com/site/Insignia%26%23153%3B+-+High-Definition+Camcorder+with+3%22+LCD+Screen+-+Black/1150586.p?id=1218225362884&skuId=1150586(I know nothing about these, I just want something that works better than my phone)
**Black Vest - (Size S) -http://wetseal.com/catalog/product.jsp?productId=49481 (Also at Dots)
*Showgirl Fishnet Pantyhose - (Beige) http://www.sockdreams.com/products/showgirl-fishnet-pantyhose?back=search
*Wrist Tattoos- I already have the idea, just need the funds. (:
*Natalie Body Tight - (Size ML) http://www.discountdance.com/dancewear/style_N236.html?pid=8115&Shop=Style&SID=282983550
Adissage Calissage Slide - (Unless you can find Black and White for ladies) http://www.amazon.com/adidas-Calissage-Slide-Black-Silver/dp/B0007PN76M/ref=sr_1_1?s=shoes&ie=UTF8&qid=1317175104&sr=1-1
2 Yoga Block - For hand-balancing
Black UnderBust Corset - (Size 24 or 22)http://www.corset-story.com/authentic/steel-boned-underbust/my-091-black-satin-underbust.html (Sometimes they have them for super cheap, just have to keep an eye out.)
Black Ankle Boots - (Size 7)http://www.zappos.com/gabriella-rocha-jadzia-brown
Coastal Scents eyeshadow pallet - http://www.coastalscents.com/makeup/palettes/eye-palettes/pl-001.html
Natalie Shorts With Attached Bustle - (Size S) http://www.discountdance.com/dancewear/style_N8595.html?&pid=8368&Shop=Style&&skey=shorts&search=true&SID=284821254